Life is so different now than it was only a few short months ago. I moved out of Texas and I am now a resident of Claremore, OK. It's still hard for me to accept that I'm not a Texan now though in my heart there's always a longhorn first. I'm also starting college in just a few short days. Right now I want to be a history teacher but Im really debating what I want to do because I have a dream of living in Romania one day. I really hope that it comes true. I have a beautiful girlfriend who I love but I know now that love isn't always enough and if something happens, it won't be the end of the world like before. So thats basically my life in a nutshell. 

<3 to HOS and my new RP Wife. 

ok so I realize that Im not the prettiest person ever, nor am I the most thoughtful but I NEED and CRAVE physical affection. I'm just not getting it and Im getting kinda depressed. I feel ugly, I feel unworthy.... I need certain things and Im not getting them.

So I work..... I work in an industry that I love and though Iknow its not the easiest thing that I can do on my body I enjoy it. Making myself happy by doing a job I love is just my little way of making the world a nicer place because otherwise I might rampage and kill everyone. My point is that work is enjoyable, home is not. I really wish I could go more in depth but Im not LJ savvvvvy yet and dont know how to block it so no one reads it so. Suffice to say that I need someone to shoot me in the head. Like 2 months ago.